30 Days to My Suicide: Every Choice Matters What if every choice you made slowly led you closer to your own end? Aarav’s story unfolds over thirty days — a haunting countdown filled with regrets, memories, and the quiet battles of a mind at war with itself. Through his eyes, we witness the fragile line between hope and hopelessness, love and loss, choice and destiny. This book isn’t just about suicide — it’s about life, and how every decision, every silence, every emotion carries the power to change everything. “30 Days to My Suicide: Every Choice Matters” is a deeply moving psychological and emotional journey that compels readers to reflect, feel, and question the meaning of their own choices. A story that stays with you — long after the last page is turned. "A piercingly honest portrayal of the silent battles we all fight. Dr. Pankaj turns pain into poetry and despair into reflection. This book is a rare blend of realism, emotion, and psychological depth. Every page echoes with truth, tenderness, and quiet courage." - Dr. Shalini Srivastava "Dr. Srivastava writes with surgical precision and poetic grace. Each chapter feels like a heartbeat — fragile yet full of life." -Sagar "Combines the empathy of a doctor with the artistry of a novelist — an unforgettable exploration of despair and redemption." - Shinjini "Haunting, introspective, and deeply moving — a story that compels reflection on life's quiet battles." - Vatan Kumar "Profoundly human. The emotional honesty of Aarav's voice will stay with readers long after the final page."- Dr. R.K.Yadav This is more than a book. It is an invitation to speak, to listen, and to believe that every tomorrow is worth living for. Let us walk together through these 30 days—not as strangers, but as fellow travelers toward an array of hope. Thirty days. One life. Every choice matters. When Aarav decides to end his life, he begins a private countdown — thirty days of reflection before his final act. But as he writes, remembers, and replays the choices that shaped him, something unexpected begins to happen. Each day reveals a different part of his world — the warmth of love, the sting of betrayal, the weight of silence, and the quiet courage hidden in pain. Between despair and discovery, Aarav finds himself asking: Was it destiny that broke him, or the choices he made along the way? "30 Days to My Suicide: Every Choice Matters" is a moving psychological fiction that captures the beauty and brutality of being human — a story that dares to look into the darkness and still find light. Life is more precious than anyone can imagine. Be with your life. A powerful, deeply emotional narrative that explores the fragile line between despair and hope. Dr. Pankaj Srivastava writes with the precision of a surgeon and the heart of a poet, delivering a story that is haunting, honest, and ultimately life-affirming. "30 Days to My Suicide" stays with you long after you've turned the last page. Dr. Pankaj Srivastava is a surgeon, researcher, and storyteller who believes healing begins with understanding. Founder of Shivoham Publications in Varanasi, he combines medical insight with human emotion to craft stories that reach the soul. Editor of "Unmukt Muktak" and "Sakalya", Dr. Pankaj Srivastava's writing explores life's unseen struggles and the silent strength behind them. Through Aarav's journey, he reminds us that even in our darkest moments, every choice — and every heartbeat — still matters.