In the wake of an affair, the lives of an astronaut and a radical are forever altered by the political fault lines of the 1960s, setting off a series of events ricocheting from anti-Vietnam activism to the Apollo program to the AIDS crisis, in this sprawling multigenerational novel Ecuador, 1969: An American expatriate, Fay Fern, sits in the corner of a restaurant, she and her young son Wright turned away from the television where Vincent Kahn becomes the first man to walk on the moon. Years earlier, Fay and Vincent meet at a pilots’ bar in the Mojave Desert. Both seemed poised for reinvention—the married test pilot, Vincent, as an astronaut; the spurned child of privilege, Fay, as an activist. Their casual affair ends quickly, but its consequences linger. Though their lives split, their senses of purpose deepen in tandem, each becoming heroes to different sides of the political spectrum of the 1960s and 70s: Vincent an icon with no plan beyond the mission for which he has single-mindedly trained, Fay a leader of a violent leftist group whose anti-Vietnam actions make her one of the FBI’s most wanted. With her last public appearance, a demonstration that frames the Apollo program as a vehicle for distracting the American public from its country’s atrocities, Fay leaves Wright to contend with her legacy, his own growing apathy, and the misdeeds of both his mother and his country. An immense, vivid reimagining of the Cold War era, America Was Hard to Find traces the fallout of the cultural revolution that divided the country and explores the meaning of individual lives in times of upheaval. It also confirms Kathleen Alcott’s reputation as a fearless and vital voice in fiction. “Ms. Alcott’s tale of the late 20th-century and its discontents mirrors and contextualizes our current times.... Readers who value elegant style will savor Alcott’s musical sentences and dreamlike pacing.... Readers who enjoy literary fiction have a golden opportunity to not just look, but also to really see. Highly recommended.” - Pittsburgh Post-Gazette “This richly ruminative novel refracts 30 years of American culture and history through the lives of [its] characters.... A sharp and moving reminder of the human dimension of even the most outsize historical events.” - Publishers Weekly “Like Franzen or DeLillo, Alcott brings awe-inspiring exactitude and lyricism to her dive into three of America’s most iconic moments.... In her exquisite and poignant reimagining of historic events, Alcott dissects their impacts in a sweeping yet intimate saga that challenges assumptions and assesses the depths of human frustration.” - Booklist (starred review) “A marvel of compression and controlled description…. Fay’s ambition, at the start of America Was Hard to Find , is to make life ‘happen more deeply inside her.’ Alcott’s novel is a finely calibrated machine that does the same for us.” - BookForum “Alcott offers her own anti-war observation of Cold War America.... The elegance of Alcott’s writing poses an interesting contrast to her heroine’s inner life....  Alcott brings her full aesthetic gifts to bear.” - Longreads “[Alcott’s] prose has a way of finding the cinematic in the personal …. What hooks the reader are Alcott’s darts of wisdom and finely tuned observations…. Alcott’s narration is penetrating and elegant, but she gives her characters some of the wittiest and most screen-ready dialogue in contemporary fiction.” - Paris Review “ America Was Hard to Find beats with the culturally savvy heart of a Rachel Kushner novel, extends the moral reach of a Philip Roth novel.... Alcott is a master of many tricks, and her novel is a marvel of style, information, intelligence, and humanity.” - Heidi Julavits “[Alcott’s] empathy for troubled souls, rendered in haunting, impressionistic prose, makes a powerful emotional impact, giving the novel a staying power.... Impressively ambitious and extremely well-written.” - Kirkus Reviews “A story of mismatched lovers shocked by their bond, a chronicle of an adored but neglected son, and a passionate meditation on the ways in which we as both individuals and a collective subject others to the destructiveness we believe we deplore. Kathleen Alcott writes with a fierce tenderness.”  - Jim Shepard, author of The Book of Aron “ America Was Hard to Find moved me on every single page. Kathleen Alcott’s prose sings and stings as she crafts a wrenching counter-myth of America’s vaunt into the space age. This book tells the truth: the cost of conquest is always disintegration at home.” - Smith Henderson, author of Fourth of July Creek “Sixties radicalism and the space program are set in fruitful juxtaposition in this ambitious novel.... Displays a sure-handed lyricism... Its energy lies in its skepticism about the American century and the parallels the author finds between contradictory currents.” - The New Yorker “Kathleen Alcott writes with pulsating, intense prose, delivering an accou