"I'm going insane..."​ ​ Have you ever thought that? Have you ever felt like that? Have you ever been so done with the life you're living that you know if something doesn't drastically change, your sanity is going to snap?​ ​ As a sixteen-year-old high schooler, that's where Holden lived. The civil war raging inside him between his heart's longing for purpose and the world's lure of acceptance threatened to tear him apart. Like most teenagers, Holden had questions. Questions about life, his purpose down here, and about "God" who had supposedly made him. There had to be more to life than just existing, right?​ ​ Finally finding himself beyond desperate for answers, Holden set out on a high school-long project to interview 500 Christ-following leaders to help him discover the truth behind his questions. But little did he know that, by beginning his project, he was stepping into far more than he bargained for. ​ Born from Holden’s journey of interviews with 500 Christ-following leaders and warriors, this is the story of passion against fear, of desperation against safe answers, and of God’s calling against the lure of the world. ​ This is the story of one young man’s search for true life and freedom, and the truth he found along the way.