Brenda Pue was a remarkable woman and it is not surprising that this account of her last days is equally remarkable. You often hear it said that someone lost their battle with cancer. To read this book is not to read of any "Lost" battle. In fact, to read it is to learn of a victory, with a splendid and defiant note of triumph. In her life Brenda was a woman who inspired many. You will find this account of her last days on this earth no less inspiring. This book, at one level, is an account of one woman’s battle with cancer. Yet at a much deeper, truer level, it is not about death or dying; it is about life and living. Especially helpful for those with a recent cancer diagnosis and their loved ones BUT IF NOT is filled with expectation, longing, desire, confidence, trust and faith. Although her doctors had given her just a few months to live, Brenda chose to live joyfully and victoriously. As a wife, mother, grandmother, friend, leader and mentor,Brenda shares life in all its fullness’– the sort that Jesus promises in John 10:10. It leaps and bounds off every page. Brenda invites you into her physical, emotional and spiritual journey, showing us what it is like to face a life challenge with courage and grace. Come be inspired by the life of an amazing woman. A spunky, fun-loving leader of leaders, Brenda Pue made a lasting impact through her work with Arrow Leadership since 1996, where she mentored and encouraged leaders from around the world to "Lead More Like Jesus.” On August 12, Brenda passed over the threshold peacefully while at home. She was 59 years of age. Surrounded by her loving family, and after courageously living with cancer for 588 days, she quietly "slipped into heaven.” Throughout her life, and especially as she faced cancer, Brenda was a woman of courage and faith who writes authentically about her journey so that she might mentor us in finishing well. A charismatic woman, Brenda was known for her contagious laughter and winsome smile. Just being around this remarkable Vancouver resident made God seem closer at hand and easier to know and trust. Brenda Pue was a remarkable woman and it is not surprising that this account of her last days is equally remarkable. You often hear it said that someone lost their battle with cancer. To read this book is not to read of any Lost battle. In fact, to read it is to learn of a victory, with a splendid and defiant note of triumph. In her life Brenda was a woman who inspired many. You will find this account of her last days on this earth no less inspiring. This book, at one level, is an account of one woman’s battle with cancer. Yet at a much deeper, truer level, it is not about death or dying; it is about life and living. Especially helpful for those with a recent cancer diagnosis and their loved ones BUT IF NOT is filled with expectation, longing, desire, confidence, trust and faith. Although her doctors had given her just a few months to live, Brenda chose to live joyfully and victoriously. As a wife, mother, grandmother, friend, leader and mentor, Brenda shares life in all its fullness’– the sort that Jesus promises in John 10:10. It leaps and bounds off every page.  Brenda invites you into her physical, emotional and spiritual journey, showing us what it is like to face a life challenge with courage and grace. Come be inspired by the life of an amazing woman. Dr. Carson Pue gives leadership to the strategic focus of Arrow Leadership. Carson is recognized as a leader of leaders and known through his speaking at ministry leadership conferences, published articles and radio commentaries. He has pastored in three churches in Calgary and Vancouver, and was ordained in 1989. Before accepting his leadership role with Arrow, Carson was the executive director of Charles Swindoll’s radio ministry, Insight For Living (Canada).Carson is a graduate of the University of Calgary, B. Ed and MA Religious Studies; the Arrow Leadership Program (among the first graduates - 1995); and the marketplace, being awarded a “Retailer of the Year” award in 1979 for home furnishings and interior design. He was awarded a Doctorate (Honoris Causa) from Trinity Western University in 2001 for outstanding contributions in the field of leadership.