In this book, I am going to show you specific problems that were managed through time to solve. The purpose of writing a memoir of my personal relationships/marriages took me time to reveal. The issues I encountered in the choices of being married caused me pain. It almost took a toll on how I viewed life and my expectations of being married. I felt as if I wasn’t good enough to have the kind of relationship I always wanted. So, the several marriages, seemed designed to be disappointing and filled with pain. However, I am going to show you what to look for and how God was my help. In all of the adverse circumstances. The issues I faced were trusting, failing to understand different forms of abuse, and knowing my worth. So, when I realized my purpose by reading God’s word and listening to His directions, I gained some perspective of living a fruitful life.