Parenting a "hard kid" is an uphill battle—and if you’re reading this, you probably know that all too well. In Disruptive Grace , Tracy Zserdin offers an unflinching glimpse into the challenges of raising her son, Isaac, while shining a light on the transformative power of God’s grace. This isn’t a step-by-step guide or a quick fix; instead, it’s a story of resilience, hope, and faith in the midst of the mess. Tracy shares her journey through the early signs of trouble, feeling helpless when traditional disciplines didn’t work, dealing with the aftermath of Isaac’s actions, and coping when those actions led Isaac to prison. This book invites you to see how God creates a way through the hardest moments, remains steadfast in the chaos, and has a purpose beyond what we can imagine. With contributions from family and friends, including honest reflections from Isaac himself, Disruptive Grace offers understanding and solidarity for those navigating their own tough roads. Come as you are. There’s no judgment here—just grace, hope, and a story that may help you find your own. Disruptive Grace is a gut-wrenching and beautiful story of God’s faithfulness. Grace is not just a concept—it’s a force that heals and sustains. Tracy’s story will move you, challenge you, and ultimately point you to Jesus. A must-read for anyone navigating the tension between heartbreak and hope. - David Docusen, Author of Neighborliness In Disruptive Grace , Tracy shares her inspiring journey of navigating the complexities of parenting a child experiencing significant challenges. Amidst the heartache and trials, she discovers that God's presence is unwavering and illuminates the path toward love and, at times, understanding. This heartfelt story offers hope and encouragement to adoptive/bio parents, reminding them that even in the most difficult moments, grace can shine through. - Cindy Lee, The Halo Project, Author of Anchored As a parent and mentor, I've found myself at what felt like the end of many ropes, exhausting all of my personal knowledge. Ready to throw my hands in the air and brace for the consequences of not knowing what to do. I wish, in those moments, I would have had Disruptive Grace to encourage me along the way. Tracy has found a way to lather God's grace over her challenges and struggles in a way that brings us back to the love, joy, honor, privilege, and the gracious call of parenting. - Derrick Sier, Author of Small Stories. Big Team ; Life of Lists ; Dear Ricky ; and Hallway Leadership . Have you ever had a child push you to the edge of your own capacity? Well, pull up a chair, sit down, and read Disruptive Grace . Tracy pulls no punches in describing the tumultuous relationship with her son, Zach, and how she and her husband maintained their bond with this precious and troubled young man. Her interactions with Jesus in the middle of despair are a priceless lesson for all parents. - Michel Hendricks, Author of The Other Half of Church It is a rare grace when someone opens their heart in trust to reveal their transformation from wounded to warrior, from tested to triumphant. Disruptive Grace is a powerful journey of faith, that is both tenderhearted and thoughtful, wise and lyrical, a beautiful offering of light, truth, and faithfulness. – Cynthia Archiniaco, Author of Life In Construction TRACY ZSERDIN has been described as "Glitter Glue" and a “firecracker full of love.” Her passion lies in helping others see themselves in their true identity, as God’s beloved and wildly capable of wondrous things. She lives on an Oklahoma red dirt road with her wild, warrior men. Despite her vibrant energy, she is secretly an introvert who cherishes quiet days filled with sunshine (preferably by the beach), a good book, her cozy back porch, and, without fail, chocolate. Always chocolate.