GIVE ME BACK MY CHILDREN: Trapped in a Cult - "I had to get them out or die trying." (SARAH C ALLRED)

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by Sarah C Allred

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She only wanted to be a Mother to her own children-FLDS Cult leader had other plans. Sarah was born in 1979 in the FLDS compound. At eighteen, Sarah entered into an arranged marriage to Richard S Allred who was the grandson and personal bodyguard to leader Rulon Jeffs, and later Warren Jeffs. Sarah was the first of five wives and was often used to set the example. Sarah's husband was given Warren's prized daughter as his third wife who became Warren's source to control Sarah's family. As the Leadership adjusted, her world turned upside down. Rich was taken to a secret project to begin "Zion", and only those who are worthy could go. Rich came for her children, but Sarah was not worthy. She wasn't allowed to see or have contact with her children. Sarah came to realize Warren Jeffs was grooming her daughter to eventually become his wife. She wrote a letter, refusing to give permission. While traveling on a four-wheeler, the vehicle flipped and fell on her. She was in the hospital fighting for a month to survive told she would most likely be a paraplegic if she did survive.A few months later, still trying to heal from the accident, Sarah was told God no longer had a use for her. Therefore Sarah was cast out, thrown into a world she was taught to abhor and fear from birth. At eighteen, Sarah entered into an arranged marriage to Richard S Allred who was the grandson and personal bodyguard to leader Rulon Jeffs, and later Warren Jeffs. Sarah learned early on how to open her arms, heart, and home to plural wives. Sarah was the first of five wives and was often used to set the example. Sarah's husband was given Warren's prized daughter as his third wife who became Warren's source to control Sarah's family.As the Leadership adjusted, her world turned upside down. Rich was taken to a secret project to begin "Zion", and only those who are worthy could go. Rich came for his children, but Sarah was not worthy. She wasn't allowed to see her children until she became worthy, which took over two years.When she was allowed to come to Zion, she entered a world more strict than ever. Sarah attempted to be a perfect wife and mother so her children wouldn't be taken from her again.  Sarah came to realize Warren Jeffs was grooming her oldest daughter who was twelve years old to eventually become his wife. She wrote a letter, refusing to give permission. She was allowed back to Zion a week later before the letter would have time to go through the prison process.Life again was strict in Zion as Sarah tried to be as perfect as possible. While traveling on a four-wheeler, the vehicle flipped and fell on her. She was rushed into the hospital fighting for a month to survive told she would most likely be a paraplegic if she did survive.A few months later, still trying to heal from the accident, she was brought to the Bishop's office and told God no longer had a use for her. Therefore Sarah was cast out, thrown into a world she was taught to abhor and fear from birth.

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