God, I Think I Love You But I Don’t Know How to Stop Doing THAT A Journey Through Grace, Struggle, and Becoming Whole By Shadun Duncan, Ed.S., LPC, AADC What do you do when you love God—but you keep doing that ? Whether that is a secret struggle, a silent addiction, a thorn you never asked for, or an old pattern you can’t seem to break… this book is for you. In this raw, redemptive, and grace-soaked journey, author and counselor Shadun Duncan shares his own deeply personal story of faith, failure, and the long road to healing. Written for those who feel stuck between conviction and condemnation, this book explores what it really means to walk with God while wrestling with yourself. If you’ve ever asked: Why do I keep doing the things I said I’d stop? - Can I really love God and still struggle? - Am I still saved if I keep falling? - Is grace still for me? - Will I ever be free? You are not alone—and you are not beyond hope. This book offers more than information—it offers transformation. Through Scripture, honest reflection, and the author’s lived experience, you'll discover: What grace actually is—and why it doesn’t run out - How to walk with God with a thorn in your flesh - What to do with old desires that won’t go away - The spiritual power of “just showing up” again - How shame erodes identity—and how to rebuild it - Why God is not holding your sins against you Shadun writes not as someone who’s already arrived, but as someone who’s still becoming. He invites you to trade perfectionism for presence, punishment for process, and guilt for grace. “You are still becoming.” “Grace is not done with you yet.” “The story isn’t over. Grace is still writing.” If you're tired, torn, and trying to make sense of your struggle, God, I Think I Love You But I Don’t Know How to Stop Doing THAT will meet you in your reality and gently guide you toward wholeness. You don't have to be perfect to be loved by God. You just have to be willing to keep showing up.