Hotshot: A Life on Fire

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by River Selby

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A KIRKUS BEST BOOK OF THE YEAR “A beautiful reflection on justice, the environment, the self, and much more.”—George Saunders The fierce debut memoir of a female firefighter, Hotshot navigates the personal and environmental dangers of wildland firefighting From 2000 to 2010, River Selby was a wildland firefighter whose given name was Anastasia. This is a memoir of that time in their life—of Ana, the struggles she encountered, and the constraints of what it means to be female-bodied in a male-dominated industry. An illuminating debut from a fierce new voice, Hotshot is a timely reckoning with both the personal and environmental dangers of wildland firefighting. By the time they were nineteen, Selby had been homeless, addicted to drugs, and sexually assaulted more than once. In a last-ditch effort to find direction, they applied to be a wildland firefighter. Two years later, they joined an elite class of specially trained wildland firefighters known as hotshots. Over the course of five fire seasons, Selby delves into the world of the people—almost entirely men—who risk their lives to fight and sometimes prevent wildfires. Simultaneously hyper visible and invisible, Selby navigated an odd mix of camaraderie and rampant sexism on the job and, when they challenged it, a violent closing of ranks that excluded them from the work they’d come to love. Drawing on years of firsthand experience on the frontlines of fire and years of research, Selby examines how the collision of fire suppression policy, colonization, and climate change has led to fire seasons of unprecedented duration and severity. A work of rare intimacy, Hotshot provides new insight into fire, the people who fight it, and the diversity of ecosystems dependent on this elemental force. Praise for Hotshot: Amazon Editor’s Pick: Best Biographies & Memoirs of August A Kirkus Best Book of the Month A Most Anticipated Book by Autostraddle and featured in the New York Times and NPR’s Books of the Summer “An intimate memoir of trauma and gender dynamics and a researched history of wildfires and those who fight them.”— NPR.org  “A fiery take on the American Western . . . An exhilarating and heartrending exploration of the cycles of creation and destruction that govern both the natural world and our worlds within . . . a thrilling read that nonetheless asks the reader to engage with challenging questions. How do we coexist with nature’s creative and destructive cycles? How do we coexist with our many selves, across time, across place, across memory, within the creative and destructive cycles that looking back affords us? As we enter wildfire season under an administration particularly hostile to environmental conservation efforts, women’s bodily autonomy, and nonconforming gender identities, this book is a fierce, compelling riposte to the fear and destruction we’re living through.”— Sarah Bess Jaffe, Electric Literature “Riveting . . .It’s rare for a first-time author to manage such a perfect balance of her personal story . . . and her awareness of the challenges climate change has brought to the firefighting community today. Hotshot nails it.”— Jane Ciabattari, Literary Hub “A worthy book for adventurers, and for readers who wonder what it’s like for a woman in a deeply-swaggering world. Hotshot may rankle you, it may inspire you, it may open your eyes to your own soul, so find it and read.”— Terri Schlichenmeyer, Out SFL “ Hotshot exposes harassment, hardship, and hope in wildland firefighting . . . Absorbing.”— Jessica Zack, San Francisco Chronicle “Intimately reveals the humans behind the wildland firefighting workforce — their personal problems, messy home lives and the sacrifices they had to make to do this grueling job . . . raw and honest.”— High Country News  “Cinematic, meditative, and profoundly intimate.”— Sarah Rosenethal, Hippocampus Magazine “Far more than a tale of female struggle against adversity . . . [ Hotshot ] is a deeply-researched account of fire history, indigenous ecological knowledge, land management and beautiful, affecting scenes that follow their relationship with a cruel, unstable mother. The combination of firefighting action, personal memoir, and rich scientific context makes this a powerful read.” —Electric Literature “Tremendously smart . . . this book spans ecosystems and legacies of land management and stewardship on this continent [and] one person’s incredibly moving life . . . Hotshot does something magical. Not only could I not put it down, but I’m smarter, and more empathetic, for having read it.” —Kasey Peters, Barrelhouse Magazine “Selby molds personal and ecological acceptance into a moving narrative about fire and humanity . . . With visceral prose, they bring readers directly to the heat and intensity of the front lines day and night . . . Shot through with their own challenges of bulimia, alcoholism, and relationships, the story is one of power and resilience, of someone struggling to make

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