“A cosmic non-dairy milkshake of broken, seen, furious, and held... How did she pull these words out of my brain?!” _Morgan Chonis, author of Unravel the Bullsh*t " Touching on an exceptionally human level. Written with exquisite vulnerability... A gift to the world.” - Dr. Jeannine Jannot, author of The Disintegrating Student An unconditional love letter to highly masked autism. Cindy Robinson takes us on another wildly tactile ride in her 2nd memoir, exploring her late Autism diagnosis through colorfully creative storytelling and deeply rooted poetry. Though rich with depth, she leaves enough space for well-timed humor, making the book feel like a permission slip to enjoy the ride. Cindy displays a rethink of her life in a way that is digestible, relatable, and daringly playful. This book gives the reader a sensory-filled and vulnerable glimpse into what it means to reunite with parts of ourselves so deeply hidden we never knew they were there. It is a brilliant and easy read for anyone who is neurodivergent or loves someone who is.