In Refused to Die: A Refugee's Diary of Death, Abyss, and Apocalyptic Survival , readers embark on the harrowing journey of a Rwandan refugee who defied death countless times. This gripping memoir spans blood-soaked Rwandan soil, perilous Congolese jungles, and Kigali’s torture chambers, exposing unimaginable horrors while the author clings to his unshakable faith in God and his Bible, his constant companion. The story begins with the peaceful memories of a childhood in northern Rwanda, abruptly destroyed by Tutsi rebel attacks and the assassination of two Hutu presidents, triggering the Rwandan genocide. The author survives the Kibeho massacre, where thousands of Hutu refugees are slaughtered under the indifferent gaze of UN peacekeepers. Forced into an odyssey of relentless suffering, he journeys through Burundi and Congo’s refugee camps, enduring starvation, terror, and despair while refusing to die. Western-sponsored mineral conflicts soon turn these camps into killing fields, and millions of Hutu and Congolese Bantu are massacred. Survivors flee into the treacherous Congolese jungles, alive with volcanic magma, only to be hunted by Tutsi soldiers and Ugandan forces. Camps like Sake, Walikale, Ting-Tingi, and Kisangani become sites of mass slaughter. Miraculously, the author treks over 6,000 kilometers through the unimaginably dangerous jungle of Congo/Zaire, leaning on crutches and clutching his Bible, a fragile symbol of hope. Reaching Gabon, he finds temporary refuge, but the UNHCR, in collusion with Anglo-Saxon powers and the Tutsi regime, betrays the refugees, forcibly returning them to Kigali, where torture and death await. With chilling accuracy, the author recounts the horrors of the Kibeho massacre, his miraculous escape from amputation during a power blackout, and the night Tutsi soldiers and Ugandan forces invaded Hutu refugee camps in Eastern Zaire/Congo, slaughtering millions including children while the world turned a blind eye. This betrayal ends the "Long Walk to the West" and begins " Refused to Die II: A Refugee's Diary of an Apocalyptic Long Walk to the East .” In Kigali, facing certain death, the author holds onto his faith, chronicling his journey of pain, resilience, and unwavering hope. These two memoirs bear witness to unimaginable atrocities, the endurance of the human spirit, and the transformative power of faith