What do you do when you believe in God… but you're disappointed in Him? Through missed miscarriages, spiritual burnout, sibling loss, homelessness, and silent grief, Sandi Y. P. Johnson invites you into the sacred tension between sorrow and faith. This is not a book of answers. It’s a book of presence promised by the Eternal God who loves us. If you’ve ever whispered, “God, where were You?” If you’ve ever smiled through pain, served while grieving, or walked into faith gatherings feeling forgotten, this book was written to help you navigate grief and the disappointments of life. And if you’ve heard about Jesus but don’t consider yourself “religious,” this book was written with you in mind. Inside these pages, you’ll find words of love, support, inspiration, and encouragement for grieving believers and faith-weary souls — for those navigating miscarriage, mental health struggles, unforgiveness, and invisible burdens. With gentle, poetic writing grounded in Scripture and real-life honesty, Sandi reminds us that the One who promised never to leave us or forsake us still sits with us in our deepest pain and fragile sorrow.