There’s only one person who knows the truth about what happened next door. The problem is, she knows the whole truth, which is why I must ensure that she never breathes a word… Watching and listening to Lou and Charlie used to leave me fraught with envy and loneliness. But now, living next door to my old adversary Liz, I long for the old days - when I was left alone. My sister Jenna can’t understand how the girl who was my childhood bully could now want to be my friend. People change , I tell her. But do they? Neither can she understand why Liz is paying for a cruise to atone for the misery she once caused me. There must be strings attached , Jenna says. She’s right. There is. I’d love to tell my sister the truth but I’m in far too deep for that. Mine and Liz’s secrets have the power to become my ultimate undoing, binding me, forever it seems, to the bully I’ve always feared. The only place I can find solace and peace is within the pages of my journal – a place where no one will ever find out what I know. Or what I’ve done… A twisty psychological thriller about betrayal, atonement and being a friend who knows too much. Perfect for fans of Daniel Hurst and Freida McFadden.