This book is based on lifetime events, experienced by the author, who at one point in her life, experienced suicidal ideations. This book contains descriptions of real-life happenings, that are not appropriate for young readers. In addition, sensitive readers, who are easily upset and/or offended, should not read this book, as its contents and language are likely to offend. Further, Note, the names in this book, have been changed to protect the innocent, and the guilty. "My grandmother and mother lost their mothers due to illness. These losses of mothers resonated into the next generations impacting children, grandchildren and great grandchildren, leaving voids that could never be filled. Intergenerational consequences followed."