Linzi Meaden lost her only sibling to suicide in June 2020 during the COVID-19 lockdown . This book is open and honest and written from the heart. It completely captures the initial rawness of sudden unexpected death, the shock and aftermath of suicide and what suicide leaves behind as well as how she got through the funeral, the inquest and everyday life since. Linzi shares her tips and resources in her capacity as a Trauma Therapist and Mind Coach, as well as being a bereaved sibling navigating complex grief herself.