For many doctors, their role as powerful healer precludes thoughts of ever getting sick themselves. When they do, it initiates a profound shift of awareness-- not only in their sense of their selves, which is invariably bound up with the "invincible doctor" role, but in the way that they view their patients and the doctor-patient relationship. While some books have been written from first-person perspectives on doctors who get sick-- by Oliver Sacks among them-- and TV shows like "House" touch on the topic, never has there been a "systematic, integrated look" at what the experience is like for doctors who get sick, and what it can teach us about our current health care system and more broadly, the experience of becoming ill. The psychiatrist Robert Klitzman here weaves together gripping first-person accounts of the experience of doctors who fall ill and see the other side of the coin, as a patient. The accounts reveal how dramatic this transformation can be-- a spiritual journey for some, a radical change of identity for others, and for some a new way of looking at the risks and benefits of treatment options. For most however it forever changes the way they treat their own patients. These questions are important not just on a human interest level, but for what they teach us about medicine in America today. While medical technology advances, the health care system itself has become more complex and frustrating, and physician-patient trust is at an all-time low. The experiences offered here are unique resource that point the way to a more humane future. "In an excellent new book, When Doctors Become Patients , Dr. Robert Klitzman interviews 50 physicians with cancer, HIV and other conditions who typically have as hard a time as their patients do in dealing with illness and the doctor-patient relationship, though for different reasons: They have been conditioned to believe in the "magic" of their own superiority and have trouble operating in the alternative universes of a doctor's invulnerability and a patient's neediness." -- USA Today "Dr. Klitzman has captured masterfully what 'sick' doctors hide not only from others but from themselves--their fears, hopes, practical strategies of survival in their jobs and families, and--most powerfully, their 'unscientific' approach to the world of the spirit. The descriptions are rich, deep, sad, funny, and powerful. Klitzman has done a marvelous job in painting the portrait of 'the wounded healer'--the person within each of us doctors. To learn that the suffering of illness can lead a doctor toward more mutual, compassionate connection with patients is an affirming, even redeeming moment."-- Dr. Samuel Shem, author of The House of God, Mount Misery, and Bill W. and Dr. Bob "Who heals the healers? We all benefit from the answer."-- Mehmet Oz, author of You: The Owner's Manual "Seneca famously said, 'The wounded doctor heals best,' and Robert Klitzman's beautifully researched and intimate book examines this idea. He combines his own experience as physician and patient with in-depth interviews with a fantastic array of ailing doctors. As it turns out, doctors can be disadvantaged by the anxiety attached to mortality, but they can also grow and transform themselves when they know both sides of the medical equation."-- Andrew Solomon, author of Noonday Demon: An Atlas of Depression "A comprehensive and deeply empathetic study of the wounded healer as patient, colleague, and person."-- Peter D. Kramer, author of Freud: Inventor of the Modern Mind and Listening to Prozac "Dr. Robert Klitzman, himself a physician who has faced serious illness, gives a fascinating 360 degree portrait of what happens when those charged with healing others unexpectedly find themselves in the vulnerable role of patient."-- Howard Gardner, Hobbs Professor of Cognition and Education, Harvard Graduate School of Education "Anyone in healthcare will be moved and benefit immensely from this book. The author is a compassionate and well read clinician of both psychiatry and of the human spirit...Every chapter is engaging...This is recommended reading for everyone in healthcare. This is one of the best books of the year."-- Doody's "Klitzman...is part of a contemporary group of reflective doctors who, through their writings, contribute to the less palpable but nevertheless crucial moral, social, and experiential dimensions of medicine."-- British Medical Journal "A great strength of the book lies in the richness of the patients' words, through which the reader learns firsthand that illness is transforming and that 'human lives are messy and complex.'"-- New England Journal of Medicine "Klitzman's work is an important contribution to physical training and patient care. The wisdom shared in When Doctors Become Patients holds potential to make all physicians better caregivers."-- JAMA "This is a thoughtful and carefully written book. Read it. You will not come away unaffected."-- Journ