A girl steals a god from her white lotus altar. A poet looks back on her religious past. Built upon Buddhist and Christian imagery, this chapbook is Cheryl Tan's love letter to queer teenagehood. Glittering with fragments of a failed relationship, these poems piece together a tale of desire, destruction and loss. Cheryl Tan (she/her) is a bisexual Singaporean. A Free Flash Fiction Competition and Singapore National Poetry Competition winner, she has been published in Ice Lolly Review, Parallax Literary Magazine and Streetcake Magazine, among others. Her work has been nominated for the 2023 Pushcart Prize, and she can be bribed with a cup of bubble tea.